Archive for December 7, 2006

My Puppy Died..

If there is a thing that I have to sacrifice for new learnings and self-discovery it is time. MY puppy died today, and I don’t know what a man like me should feel. I sacrificed the time that I should have spent in taking care of her.. In being with her.. It’s funny yes, how I feel so sentimental about this seemingly unimportant thing.

But before anything else, I want you to know more about my puppy. I named her Yuki (snow in Japanese) because she is white. She was a fluffy thing.. Hairy, playful and mishievous. It was only last year when I had her.. Though she was full of hair all over, her tail was rat-like.. Stupid how someone like me could feel so attached with such a pitiful creature..

Her death made me realize that I am missing a lot of things at home. I know that in the first place, it was my decision to study far away from home.. And I must stand by it, ’til the end. It is a battle I must win.

There are many more things that will happen soon. And I must be ready…