Momentary gaiety
Watching them dancing and rocking their bodies in random jerks, twists and jumps, I thought of how life can be so short for sadness and worries. We had our christmas party at the dorm that I am currently staying at last night. As usual, I am there in the corner, smiling and observing.. That’s when I thought this- To write my own reflection about something that I have always been suffering from..
I don’t know how I can understand life’s shortness and do nothing with the short time at the same time. This is hypocrisy.. I know that ever since, I have always been good on thoughts and insights but I have always been poor in realizing these immaterial imaginations..
That’s where my ineffectiveness and dormancy lies..
That’s the reason why I haven’t done anything remarkable, though I know that I have always been able to.. It’s a pity that God gave me things that I can almost never dream of realizing..
Ash Said:
on January 15, 2007 at 7:09 pm
hi there friend!
that feeling.. i’ve gone through that before.. you just cant seem to see the light… its right there waiting for you to open your eyes. those sufferings and feeling of rejection.. it really hurts ones ego. but turn to GOD its your chance! and you’ll soon realize that “it” ( referring to sufferings and feeling of rejection) were just meant to mold you to escape the “rejects”.. erase that belief you have now! its RUBBISH!
no offense!
“CHANGE” is your keyword!