Drunken moments…
It’s a day after i’ve written that stupidly short composition On silence.
Just yesterday, after having drunk with 2.5 liters of RedHorse, I started to blabber about all my hurts.. How I understood each and everyones own battles within.. How I feel lighter but more guilty everytime I share all of my heavy burdens to those significant others who are willing. Yes, willing but also burdened…
I don’t know if i’ll forver be like this.. If i’ll die being this.. But to all those whom I have shared my life with.. Those souls who are willing to carry more because they want to share with me.. Those who I deeply loved to the point that I hurt.. I thank you.. For I realized one great, obvious, but often neglected thing..
Problems and pains are the utmost essence of living..
ALTASHHETH™
odyssey Said:
on January 26, 2007 at 4:03 am
hey baby…you see this has never been a perfect world…i may have never known anything about your sufferings or even regrets about life…but hey…we are all in the same footing wherein we also carry the same loads on our shoulders…i’m having my share of bitterness about life too…i am living on my own in this foreign country…missing my family always blah…blah…spending new year’s eve with strangers i just met that i considered friends somehow…drowning my emotions into bottles of beer and soju…i held back every sinlge tear that would drop from these weary lonely eyes…hey… we always get a piece of what we dread about life…always…it happens everyday…if we are just here to enjoy and if it’s just as perfect as we wanted it…then there’s no sense anymore having to live here…you said you knew that you shall die…we will all do…then try to live…you see answers will unfold for as long as you allow yourself to embrace whatever it is that life has to offer you dear…hey…you’re too young to burden yourself okey…but don’t worry i perfectly understand your sentiments…and it’s good to pour out things that smother you inside…life sucks i know…but you always have a choice…be happy baby…