The 5th day of February…
February 5, 2007.
This date could be anyone’s birthday. This day could be anyone’s wedding day. This day could be anyone’s death day. But to most, this is just an ordinary day…
You will ask, instinctively of course.. How about me? Well, this day marks the 16th month since God answered my prayers. Since God gave me the one who gave Light to my life. My dark life.
The one who was with me in my retribution and perdition.. My happiness and joys..
And of course, I am happy with this. No doubt. But something nags in my head.. This person gave Light to my life - sanctified it yes. But will he continue to sanctify it? Or will he be the cause of my downfall.
Distance. Time. These things I hope we will forever endure.
I am enduring it. I’m willing all myself to endure it. But does he?
One thing’s for sure. Once one of us will falter and give up.. I will never have someone better.. I will, though not physically, die.
But as I write this, I am still hopeful.
Hopefule amidst the silence between us.
Hopeful amidst the short stolen moments spent.
Hopeful amidst.. What still lie hidden..
If you’re reading this.. I hope you still remember this day… That day when a mere "game of small balls" bound our paths.. Hoping against hope that it will be, as we always have promised, forever.. Forever…
Namarie Mellonamin.. Amin mela lle..
Altashheth™
