A slap in the ass..
Can people get more insensitive? Damn..
I’m suffering Bipolar Depression now and I don’t like it one bit.. One minute I’m happy and the next minute, I feel like dead… And it’s because of one freaking "message"..
I wish I was more courageous so that I can end this puddle of conflicting emotions.. I don’t want to suffer anymore and I really really don’t want to feel pain anymore…
"Everyone of us has our own struggles.. Maybe this is your eternal struggle..", a friend told me.. And it’s quite unfair if this is really what i must suffer…
They are telling me that it’s all in my willpower and I have a choice.. Damn, yeah.. I do have a choice.. To supress it and suffer more.. or die.. At least for me, those are my options..
Crap, why do you even bother to read this monologue of endless fuzzing and pleading and drama? And why do I have to write this???
*sigh*
I’m hopeless..
ALTASHHETH
